heys,
Today my mood really damn bad.
Just hate it when nowadays you just
kept not wanting to message me
anymore. It was not like we used to be.
I don't demand anything from you. All
i want is a message from you everyday
after you done everything, when you are free.
Is that a very difficult task to do?
I didn't ask you for anything.
I didn't ask you to meet me everyday.
I didn't ask you to message me every seconds.
Because i know you are stress with your exam.
Thats why i gave you some space and when you done
something wrong which hurt me without you realising it,
i just keep quiet and keep it all to myself. I don't want
to hurt you and make you more stress.
Can't you see how much i sacrifice for you?
Nowadays, when i ask for goodnight message, only takes
a few minutes to type, u said you're tired. I know you're
kinda tired of your upcoming exam but this is too much.
I seriously can't take this any longer.
You know i change a lot for you &how about you?
I'm in the edge to give up seriously.
Heys(:
Today baby came my house.
I didn't know that he like spicy food until today:'(
I cook for him soup noodle as usual for him as
he requested but unexpectedly when i put my
dishes infront of him which is chili chicken with rice,
he scold me. I was really stunt and there's a lot of
questions running in my head that time. He asked
me why my dishes is better than him and why didn't
I asked him what he really wants to eat. Actually I
already did asked him but he was too busy playing his
game with his friends, online. So, i counter back! HAHA(: !
But, he don't like to quarrel and so he said it's ok. After all,
we shared our food(: However, he is very demanding.
He don't want to eat the chicken using his hands. So,
i feed him. He also very cute!!!♥♥♥
starting that I've got three chicken and i only gave him
two and so he asked me wheres the other one. I thought i
left one chicken so that maybe when breaking fast later
at evening i could give my dad to eat it. But, its alright.
I pity my baby. He every time at home only eats maggie.
So, i gave it to him. He loves &enjoy the food(:(: I'm happy
that he was very full for the first time in a long time♥
PS: Today all about my baby♥; But, i also want to say a BIG thanks to
Lady Baka for calming my nerves &wishing me all the best for tomorrow
major exam that is my driving theory test; BTT. (For me, it's major!!)
I hope i WILL pass so that i do not need to wait long for the next same old test:'(
Hello(:
Today was not a good day for me. Although today
were raining heavily and a good chance for me to have
a peaceful sleep in this wonderful weather, I could not.
Even though I ate my medicine to ease my stomach
pains, it still did not go away. Hence, it disturb my
beautiful sleep. My stomach pain came every less than
10 minutes which makes me woke up each time. The
pain really kills me. I can't even do anything. The whole
day I was just lying down on the sofa. After a short nap,
I want to eat something as the whole day i just ate a small
bite of bread.When i was walking towards the kitchen, I
don't know what happen, i just went black out. I fell down
on my knees and it still hurts now. This is how sick I am
today &also definitely not a good day for me either.
PS: No matter what, I try my best to be understanding. ILY♥
